the emperor's new clothes were by theaphroditeeffect, literature
Literature
the emperor's new clothes were
on a clandestine roof somewhere near a baltimore highway
with a boy who is no longer quite a stranger i
sit back on my palms and look at the sky. i never used to be scared
of dying, sitting in trees not once wondering how i
might get out because i knew i could
fly, that i could walk off a cliff
over the canyon as long as i didn't look
down. i had a skin then, one that i
could trust, i am so young,
but i was younger once. one day
someone peeled my skin straight off,
starting with my left shoulder and i
still don't know how to ask it to grow back.
now i walk around with my organs all loose
my heart on my sleeve, sure, and my lungs
Today I was cleaning
when I had this strange thought
that if wishes were dishes,
a number of mine would be dirty.
Some of them are.
Dirty, that is, not dishes
though I wonder how it would be
to drink my coffee out of "I want to go into space"
pour my cereal into "I need a change of pace"
but some of the things I want cannot be spoken aloud.
A few are not for the polite crowd,
but more of them have no words,
and some of them are whole worlds.
These are more daring
than the ones that involve any kind of swearing my undying love, or devotion,
or whatever emotion they're calling it these days.
And today I was sewing
because the
Sestina for a Man by theaphroditeeffect, literature
Literature
Sestina for a Man
"My grandfather," she said,
my friend, "wanted to donate his body
to science. But he was too old, see
and they couldn't use it
when he was done."
She paused, and I could hear
the life of him, I could hear
those scientists, just imagine it, could see
their faces squinting What have we done?
"Don't you understand?" they must have said,
"Don't you get it?
What we have already done for a body,
for his, for your body,
what we've accomplished." In the silence that followed, they would have said
"Our science has been rendered useless by our science, your longevity our late-night joke. It
is so almost funny, what we've done.
What we c
"Marry me," he said.
I could hear the hum of the refrigerator kick in. Kick in, kitchen, I thought. Kettering. Kenning. There was snow beginning to fall outside the window.
"Hey," he said. "Can you hear me?"
The news was playing quietly on the television. Blurry visions of revolution, chants of protest, new improved fabric softener.
"I just asked you to marry me."
I looked at my fingernails. None of them were the same length. I couldn't find my nail file. "No, you didn't."
"Yes, I did."
"No, you didn't." I looked at the television screen. Angry tan faces screamed into the ether with their hoarse, whispering voices. The news anc
Overloaded Sestina by theaphroditeeffect, literature
Literature
Overloaded Sestina
I dug up the powerlines buried in your yard last night
using only my hands
bending back my fingernails for the love
of my own powers of resentment. Briefly I considered slicing them open, pressing their veins to mine
(because I wanted to know what it's like to be your desk lamp, or your
toaster oven) but instead
I whispered to them a secret (to convey to your toast), instead
re-buried them with the light from my eyes and love:
"My bedroom windows move past me because my heart never mended and you never told me your
middle name though I wish you had and every night
though I know you're not coming back and you're not really mine
I ju
The envelope did not have a return address. It was wood-orange and padded. His name, address, and postal code were written on it in straight black capitals. The house number had been written incorrectly once, and the right digits sat next to a dense, inky squall.
He flipped the package over and peeled up the edge. The fabricky paper stuck strongly, and ripped several times. It hurt the pads of his fingers and his joints to try to open it.
The adhesive finally gave way and he peered
He had not asked her to come.
She was in town on some vague conference and she had asked him to come. She had seen him on the street in front of a library and asked him to dinner with her in a different voice, asked him to dinner on this last night she was free before returning to Montana and Frank. Frank was her husband.
So she had asked him, and he said yes because she was an old girlfriend from high school and still very pretty and she had given him a hug and asked him to dinner and because she seemed so earnest. His wife would not mind. He had not asked her but she would not mind if he had asked and would not mind if she found out. S
She had once heard them called zebra crossings by an old English friend of hers. She pictured herds of the equids quietly lying down across busy intersections, laying down their lives so that she might cross the route safely. The eimage made her feel sad in the best possibly way. Never before had she seen a duck in the crossing, however. Wasn't that a book? Hazy memories of a vague children's story swam lazily back to her and lazily away. The sun of the day was making her thoughts come in jagged shards, making her anxious. She fancied she could see him across the street, sitting with his legs crossed underneath him like there wasn't anything
the emperor's new clothes were by theaphroditeeffect, literature
Literature
the emperor's new clothes were
on a clandestine roof somewhere near a baltimore highway
with a boy who is no longer quite a stranger i
sit back on my palms and look at the sky. i never used to be scared
of dying, sitting in trees not once wondering how i
might get out because i knew i could
fly, that i could walk off a cliff
over the canyon as long as i didn't look
down. i had a skin then, one that i
could trust, i am so young,
but i was younger once. one day
someone peeled my skin straight off,
starting with my left shoulder and i
still don't know how to ask it to grow back.
now i walk around with my organs all loose
my heart on my sleeve, sure, and my lungs
Today I was cleaning
when I had this strange thought
that if wishes were dishes,
a number of mine would be dirty.
Some of them are.
Dirty, that is, not dishes
though I wonder how it would be
to drink my coffee out of "I want to go into space"
pour my cereal into "I need a change of pace"
but some of the things I want cannot be spoken aloud.
A few are not for the polite crowd,
but more of them have no words,
and some of them are whole worlds.
These are more daring
than the ones that involve any kind of swearing my undying love, or devotion,
or whatever emotion they're calling it these days.
And today I was sewing
because the
Sestina for a Man by theaphroditeeffect, literature
Literature
Sestina for a Man
"My grandfather," she said,
my friend, "wanted to donate his body
to science. But he was too old, see
and they couldn't use it
when he was done."
She paused, and I could hear
the life of him, I could hear
those scientists, just imagine it, could see
their faces squinting What have we done?
"Don't you understand?" they must have said,
"Don't you get it?
What we have already done for a body,
for his, for your body,
what we've accomplished." In the silence that followed, they would have said
"Our science has been rendered useless by our science, your longevity our late-night joke. It
is so almost funny, what we've done.
What we c
"Marry me," he said.
I could hear the hum of the refrigerator kick in. Kick in, kitchen, I thought. Kettering. Kenning. There was snow beginning to fall outside the window.
"Hey," he said. "Can you hear me?"
The news was playing quietly on the television. Blurry visions of revolution, chants of protest, new improved fabric softener.
"I just asked you to marry me."
I looked at my fingernails. None of them were the same length. I couldn't find my nail file. "No, you didn't."
"Yes, I did."
"No, you didn't." I looked at the television screen. Angry tan faces screamed into the ether with their hoarse, whispering voices. The news anc
Overloaded Sestina by theaphroditeeffect, literature
Literature
Overloaded Sestina
I dug up the powerlines buried in your yard last night
using only my hands
bending back my fingernails for the love
of my own powers of resentment. Briefly I considered slicing them open, pressing their veins to mine
(because I wanted to know what it's like to be your desk lamp, or your
toaster oven) but instead
I whispered to them a secret (to convey to your toast), instead
re-buried them with the light from my eyes and love:
"My bedroom windows move past me because my heart never mended and you never told me your
middle name though I wish you had and every night
though I know you're not coming back and you're not really mine
I ju
The envelope did not have a return address. It was wood-orange and padded. His name, address, and postal code were written on it in straight black capitals. The house number had been written incorrectly once, and the right digits sat next to a dense, inky squall.
He flipped the package over and peeled up the edge. The fabricky paper stuck strongly, and ripped several times. It hurt the pads of his fingers and his joints to try to open it.
The adhesive finally gave way and he peered
I found her in a tree, once.
She was sittin' stuck in the uppermost branches, serene and unsurprised as an angel on Christmas morning. Dappled light inked her pretty with the shadows of leaves, and her fingers faintly tapped the rhythm of a bright hymn on the burdened limb.
"Hello!" she called, miraculously. The sun made a silhouette of her waving arm, and I breathed for the first time in hours. Her face looked so sweet, smilin' and brilliant. Though she was only a few dozen feet up, she looked down at me as though she was ages and miles away.
"Susan, get down from there," I yelled. "Momma's worried," I added in a mutter, my gaze scurr
Ambivalence lately had come to her like a hot wind
and caprice spiderwebbed through her limbs
until her sky began to fall to pieces.
Life had started to peel up at the edges,
and no sparks would rise up from the ashes
of Arizona, that willfully beautifully ruin.
Her mind, not gone yet, was beginning to ruin.
Sustaining a shift in its pieces
was sickly no novelty. Though the edges
of her thoughts had rearranged, her limbs
remained supple as an alpine wind
swirling around phoenix ashes.
The desert, all ashes,
was going to kill her. Dry wind
caught itself in the crooks of her limbs,
got in her eyes, made her cry with the ruin
of
this is who i really am by LittleMissBlacklight, literature
Literature
this is who i really am
Do you remember that night, when everything was perfect? The black night sky dotted with sparkling globes millions of light years away, the soles of our grungy shoes the controllers of our beings. Our breath, frozen in the oxygen like mint glitter under the yellow haze of the streetlights. The crescendo of a repeated E-F#-A traveled in a flurry through the October stratosphere. Gravity toyed with the emerald lightning snaking through the fog. How could you forget?
Into December the Friday nights turned, the 6th date of Advent the most memorable. The shadows of the moon,
Confession Sestina by lalune-tropbleme, literature
Literature
Confession Sestina
Sylvia is alone upstairs,
Braiding ribbons through her hair
And putting flowers in strategically natural positions.
Ted, get off your ass and tell her that you need her
Like I need her. Assia is on the phone, but her voice
Is distant, and Sylvia's resonates down the stairs like an angel.
Sylvia, do you recall that day in the strawberry fields? You were an angel,
Pink and laughing, sad when I saw you from the upstairs
Of the barn. I know your secrets from that day: I heard your voice
Call out in alarm; I saw your hair
Dissheveled and messy. When you catch a glimpse of her,
You cannot help but cry -- her hands are beautiful in that p
1.
when i first met you
you were like an unopened mystery present to me
i knew nothing about what was inside you & i was fully prepared to rip you open & see your insides & the thought of this made my blood cells feel like they were electrified
[ how electrified? i could have lit up half of china or california or, selfishly, the half of my heart that quit on me years ago due to severe heart break.]
after two years, you're still a mystery to me & i have yet to tear you open.
2.
i've had dreams with you in t
1.
the 'a' key on my keyboard fell off three days ago & i made a necklace out of it & the letters
w
e
d
n
y
r &
m
in the end, the necklace said
' my andrwe'
the on
There was a time when we were on love--not in but on as if the emotion were some sort of severe hallucinogen--which, in our case, was maybe true. At night I walked out of your trashy trailer home and saw the treetops glowing with silver from our big goodbye. A bird black as everything else told me it was good while I sat, cold, on your front porch step and contemplated going back inside. You slept in the tiny bed in the corner of the room, blue sheets-covered and creaky. Paper and notes on the floor announced my presence but you did not stir from your sleep, you angel. I was playing with your closet door and I am not tired but I cannot look a
i remember when we
hanged our clumsy jackets
on the doorknobs,
their loose threads screaming
from the corners of discarded sleeves.
you were the frost
on the trimmed grass
crunching under my heels
and those icy pre-dawns
took calculated bites
out of your fingers.
i kept moving, crawling
like mercury through
a chthonian dreamlife
as the streetlamps
stung my retinas.
between us we had
two hands,
two eyes,
and three moments
of consciousness.
i hit the brights
and flashed forward.
november loses its way
in a suffocating cloud
of leftover hurricanes and ash.
he half-smiles from one slow inch away
Spill:
Onwards and upwards and upwards and onwards, I climb the steps in a rhythm that synchrnises with my syncopated breaths and in time with my aching muscles that throb with every footstep[. I climb the low stone steps of the abbey, worn down with pilgrimages much more pious than mine, but mine is more important because I need to see I want to know if the world remembers your name where I carved it in the stone like I promised I would to you. I still remember you, frozen in time like the cold stone under my hands where I pull myself up by the banister, and I remember you the way you used to be, before you strted treating me as
I found her in a tree, once.
She was sittin' stuck in the uppermost branches, serene and unsurprised as an angel on Christmas morning. Dappled light inked her pretty with the shadows of leaves, and her fingers faintly tapped the rhythm of a bright hymn on the burdened limb.
"Hello!" she called, miraculously. The sun made a silhouette of her waving arm, and I breathed for the first time in hours. Her face looked so sweet, smilin' and brilliant. Though she was only a few dozen feet up, she looked down at me as though she was ages and miles away.
"Susan, get down from there," I yelled. "Momma's worried," I added in a mutter, my gaze scurr
^my exact thoughts when i saw that i'd gotten a dd for "fugue." quickly followed by "heh-deh-buh-nyyeh-aslkdjfsdrijaoweisnvmalkdfjaohsdifhldghfa"
i became very much literally dizzy when i saw it (possibly related to the fact that i've been awake for 10 minutes, i haven't eaten yet and my coffee is still brewing BUT WHATEVER).
thank you from the bottom of my black little heart to every single person who has favorited, commented, collected, otherwise enjoyed, at least didn't despise, "fugue" and anything else i've written. 99.99% of the time i think it is mostly total crap but it makes me go all squinch-faced with glee when people actually ad